Youth knows no pain


We fucking made it! Sophomore year is over and I got A's in all subjects. 3 months ago I could not imagine this day coming. Everyone where basically having mental breakdowns. It was not fun fun fun or any getting downs on Fridays as Rebecka Black so lovely sings. We celebrated by having a big picknik in Hedvig's backyard and later we all went out clubbing.
Poland in the trace of the holocaust.
I am flying to Poland in the morning. Five cities will be visited in the trace of the holocaust. I can not describe the feelings I am feeling right now. It is a lot of mixed emotions. Excitement, nervosity, hopes and fears. This is a journey that I have always known that I would do sooner or later and it is a journey I have always dreamed of doing.
I am so grateful for this opportunity I am given by my school and I am so proud that I got chosen to travel with 32 other students from different school for five days and visiting all these places we have been reading about since 3th grade. I can not even imagine that I am going to see the concentration camps, Auschwitz, Krakow, everything with my own eyes.
It is not a story anymore, it is real, it exists.
Rolling In The Deep
If I was twitter, the top topics of my life right now would be #Adele, #WilliamShakespeares and #Knight tales. Yep, that's pretty much what my life revolves around and will revolve around these weeks. Now, let me clarify. My swedish teacher wants me to write a Knight tale and I'm terrifed. I haven't written a fairytale story since second grade. So if you guys are woundering how I will spend my weekend, now you know. Very soon we're also starting up with some kind of William Shakespeare project, which I actually am kind of excited about. I just have to figure out which drama I want to read by Shakespeare.
To the great news. I bought my tickets for Adeles show on Mars 23th. I am so excited, I can't wait. She sounds amazing and I can only imagne how she will sound live. By then I will also turn 18 and Saga will come with me to the concerts so we will go out, have drinks and meet up with my other cousins and watch Adele live. Really looks forward to it. That's all for now.
Put on your shoes, lets go lose.



Went out with my friends last night bowling. It was so much fun. I can't even remember when the last time I played bowling was. I wasen't as sucky as I though I would be, I guess my WII Sport skills helped me out at last, a bit at least.
Before we went out we all gathered at Felicias house and eat dinner and just had a really good time. Realized this is my first post entery for this year, so Happy 2011! Better late, than never.
Donald Glover/Childish Gambino/Troy

Cero to hero
Another weekend that again passed by to quickly. What have I done? Nothing, or lets put it this way: I've been doing nothing remarkable like lets say: build a 25 billion worthy company and name it Facebook. I've been laying in my bed watching The Social network and damn, Mark Zuckerberg impresses me. Talking about going from cero to hero.
I've also seen The Runaways, Up and Adventureland. Up was so qute, adventureland romantic and the runaways didn't quite live up to my expectations. First advent today, mom is going banans with all the decorations. Can't believe it's almost december, that means two months left untill I will be 18, can't believe I am turning 18. Actually, it's a lot I can't believe theses days. Anyways, Brothers and Sisters are airing soon, I better get going!

Egyptian Hip Hop

Youth Agains rasism weekend
Guys, I don't have the time to write a long blog entrie, so I will just keep it short and updated you about what's going on. I will be at a cours with 50 other people with my youth agains rasism group this weekend. We will be at a conference area at Drottningholms slott. Also, Saga is here visiting from Växjö! But she will be away on a cruise with her boyfriend so she will be gone over the weekend and so will I and then we will meet again after the weekend before she goes home. I will try to take pictures but mainly I will focus on the intresting cours that I will be taking so I later on can hold seminar. Take care, stay tuned!
Different names for the same thing
I've been thinking latley, thinking about synonyms. Synonyms must be one of the most intresting fenomens used. Think about it, so many different names for the same thing. So many words for words, articulate, formulate. So many words for happy, blessed, bright, fortunate. So many words for feeling, sense, seem, experience.
How, incredible that we humans have devoloped so many names for the same thing. How do we chose to apply those words? How to we chose to say them, to give them to others, witch synonyms do we use to desribe others, love, feelings? 
Synonyms are komplex. It's like that Death Cab
of Cutie song playing in the background saying:
"And I have no words to share it with anyone
The boundaries of language I quietly cursed
And all the different names for the same thing."
We use synonyms to descripe, a feeling, a person
or a place with a thousand words.
At the same time, synonyms can mean nothing.
the different words for the same thing,
can be used to confuse the one thing,
that only can be said with one word.
Community
What makes my whole week? The guys in the picture below. Every Friday I come home from school, knowing that a brand new episode is waiting for me. What you see is what you get, when you throw togheter a peace activist, a jackass, a christian woman, a former nerd, a black guy, a 80-year old wanna-be hip guy and a person who relates everything to crazy movies. It's just my sense of humor - which can be bad. But it works! Community
is NBC's new comedy serie, don't forget to cheack it out!
there are no goodbyes only farewells
Otherwise, I'm still dreaming about the day I will pack my bags and move to England. I'm realizing that the older I'm getting the harder it is becoming to leave and come back home cause I really didn't wanted to return. I just coulden't bring myself to say good bye. I always find myself saying: I will be back soon.




London

Starry eyed
One week off school, one well needed break week. I didn't realize how tired I actually was. It has been so much going on these last weeks. Just this past week we have done 3 visits for purposes of study at different art gallerys, workshops and museum. Rather different and learning. I will post pictures of the exhibition later.
Two days left. I really can't wait. I am so excited and it seems like a long time ago I felt such longing for something. It's something special about having a place like that. A place where you can go and so many feelings can come back running to you. A place that takes you back to the fields you used to run upon when you where little, shops where you bought apples, people you recognize and that are always polite.
I believe that is the foremost reason why I feel at home in England, because the people are always polite. I don't believe that politeness still exist anywhere else in the world. Somehow it feels like England has remained in the 1800 century where people still greet each other and appreciate. In two days I am returning home.
Currently playing:
You stay true, when my world is false.
Collage of the books I've read in the last month.

Science & faith
What a weekend, it's been rather lovely. I just haven't given a shit about anything. Just layed in my bed, reading books and watched movies. What I love. I fled to other realities, I fled to other worlds. I can't seem to remember the last time I did that. It's been relaxing.
I made a collage of the films I've seen this weekend




